Yet another weekend of boredom. Too much time in my thoughts either leads to hyperactivity or no activity. Today, I am the latter. I did run this morning- a short, 3 mile fasted run. Still sore from last night's distracted yoga. Alcohol soothes my soul and I crave it the most at times like these. … Continue reading


"Guys like no drama, no expectations , no demands, no pressure". - My Aunt Maybe I would have believed this if I was in my early twenties. However, being almost thirty (cough cough, I'm getting old), I know better. Sure, some guys fit this category. But many guys are the exact opposite, and have greater … Continue reading

Am I crazy? How can I be in love with someone who is unobtainable. Why do I crave his touch, his lips, his smile? What is it about him that makes him so incredibly amazing? I am floating in a world of ecstasy when I'm near him, and pain when I'm not. Knowing he's not … Continue reading